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The Topic of the Day is: Tuesday, March 30, 2004 | |
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I spent yesterday in silence.
sort of. Actually I didn't talk for 24 hours. There were a half-dozen cases where I was disrupted from deep thoughts or work, or I tripped, got angry, or hurt myself, where I spoke, but other than that I said nothing. It was... interesting. It lasted from 6:30 am yesterday to 6:30 am today. For a while I felt like treasuring all the words that came out of my mouth. I couldn't even say anything when I found out that I got into two more schools (which makes 3/4 accepted and 1 wait-listed). I squeed loudly to myself though. But right now I am feeling SO PISSED. I don't know why but the whole world makes me furious right around now. I was having a good day. First the 24-hour session ended; then I cleaned my car; then I mailed 3 scholarships and took care of a few little things hanging around. I didn't finish a couple other things, though, but I decided to slack off anyway. I played Neopets for a while, and then I er... putzed around... and fell asleep. And then my mom came and woke me and all I want to do is play Neopets over and over again, and make some np, and write, and sleep, and relax, but I CAN'T. I have to do scholarships and my mom is telling me all about her day and I'm just suddenly so intensely pissed at the whole fucking world. Why won't it leave me the fuck alone so I can play and have fun and be myself? I'm sick of responsibilities. I'm sick of EVERYTHING. I just want to RELAX and have some fun and I can't and it feels like the whole fucking world is screwing me over. I'm sitting here crying, screaming at my mom, wondering how these words got to taste so salty like blood, and whining like a child, but I can't help it. I'm SO pissed right now, and I don't know why! It's kind of frustrating, but of course writing about it makes me feel better (a little bit). I'm also trying to listen to some good music, and maybe... just maybe I can do some actual writing on Tbook1 today. Then again, maybe not. |
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***Tbook1 (Time and Chaos, needs a new name, needs to be edited) ***Book of Sun (Just needs to be edited. Tis a Nano novel) ***Book of Whispers part 1 (Does not jive at all with part 2; needs to be rewritten to fit and to have less suckage) ***Book of Whispers part 2 (Needs some rehaul editing, needs some loose ends tied up, needs to fit) ***Book of Whispers part 3 (Needs to be finished... then needs to die o.o Not sure if I need a third part in the series) ***Dium's Story (Needs a point, progress, anything... needs to be integrated into Tbook1, since that is what it is a part of, mainly) ***Trio Story with Jackie and Louise (Maybe we should get together and work on this, guys) ***Demon Story (This is working out pretty good so far. I like the plot, it's a bit convoluted, and the characters are interesting) ***New Witch Story (It's only 30 pages long, dang) ***Dragon's Voices (This has SO much potential! wee!) | |
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