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The Topic of the Day is: Saturday, September 09, 2006 | |
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I feel like--... I live the shallowest life possible because I'm too lazy to do anything with depth or vivacity. Like no one tries, and I try least of all, but I still get upset at no one trying. There are so many things I could do if I just didn't--sleep as much, work as much, putz around as much, play on the internet as much. If I just stopped distracting myself and sought out life, sought out things to do. Ballroom dancing. Swing dancing. am I too fat for these things? Choi Tae Kwon Do. Foreign languages, even more READING, even more WRITING. nothing moves me. I'm like a giant slug stuck to the ground, I can't motivate myself, I can't breathe, I just ooze into the cracks and keep settling, searching for the lowest point. I run downhill. But every time I see one of those signs for cool things that I'd like to do, I just think about how "busy" I am. it's true I have homework and class and lab and two jobs and I should try studying, but it's all excuses. College is an excuse, class is an excuse--physics is an excuse. Why can't I move powerfully in any direction? I just hover at the center of all things not daring to reach out. I disturb myself--but never enough to change. |
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Stories I'm currently working on. | |
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***Tbook1 (Time and Chaos, needs a new name, needs to be edited) ***Book of Sun (Just needs to be edited. Tis a Nano novel) ***Book of Whispers part 1 (Does not jive at all with part 2; needs to be rewritten to fit and to have less suckage) ***Book of Whispers part 2 (Needs some rehaul editing, needs some loose ends tied up, needs to fit) ***Book of Whispers part 3 (Needs to be finished... then needs to die o.o Not sure if I need a third part in the series) ***Dium's Story (Needs a point, progress, anything... needs to be integrated into Tbook1, since that is what it is a part of, mainly) ***Trio Story with Jackie and Louise (Maybe we should get together and work on this, guys) ***Demon Story (This is working out pretty good so far. I like the plot, it's a bit convoluted, and the characters are interesting) ***New Witch Story (It's only 30 pages long, dang) ***Dragon's Voices (This has SO much potential! wee!) | |
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