The Topic of the Day is: Tuesday, December 19, 2006
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Why do I take criticism so personally?

Why do I take failure so personally? That's part of the reason I cry: ashamed at not living up to be the best image to the person I'm talking to. WHY? I don't think I care about them that much! I don't WANT to cry in front of people, that brings my image down more.

Why do the opinions of others matter so damn much to me?

.... I must think that these small things (homework assignments) represent the sum of me to some people. when I do badly on them... I feel like those people will never see the me beyond it all, the me beyond homework and studying and tests and shit.

Where is that me? how can I make it more outstanding?

Procrastinate less, study more; understand, get confidence, get more free time. Use that free time to do you-related things.

.... Do more me-related stuff? but I *spend* so much time doing things for me...

But they're not representative of you at all! they're away of avoiding facing, understanding, promoting yourself. They're avoiding the real things you want from life.

Avoidance sucks.

Math is over. good riddance. Next semester shall be pass/fail. I hate math and I'm sick of it bringing down my GPA.

Woohoo!

Also next semester: lots of work at the lab, E&M (ooo), some women in history course, aaaaaaaaand fencing! WOOHOO indeed!

1 Comments:

Blogger Gretchen

Well, personally, I think you're pretty freakin awesome. And my opinion matters, damnit. *HUG* don't spend too much time worrying about what other people think about you... especially what they think about your homework. Because chances are they won't remember what you got on your homework, but they will remember your enthusiasm and the fact that you actually *CARE* about doing well. And that is impressive.

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