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The Topic of the Day is: Friday, February 23, 2007 | |
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Things have been hectic. *sigh* of course. Sick since Wednesday. Math test went badly. I missed class today (I was pretty bad this morning)... hard to sleep for the past few days. Hopefully tonight will be better. I'm feeling drained, and it's only the first round of midterms. A goodly portion of it is my own damned fault. I've been procrastinating far more than is good for me or my grades. But something in all that I'm doing seems very futile. I get sick of school. I don't see it as much of a benefit for me any more. It's more like... jumping hoops until I get a job I might like some day. I know that's silly; this is my education! obviously I'm not engrossed in it enough if I'm not learning. But sometimes things just seem so distant and indistinct and.. unattainable. As if there is nothing in my future but taking classes that might, some day, allow me to do something. I need to crack down and focus more. But when your goals seem elusive and very, very distant, it's hard to do that. Tomorrow I'll be 21. ... after this the birthdays stop mattering, right? Hmph... What's supposed to start mattering, then? I want to make contributions to life. I want to write--I haven't in a while--and have it change someone's view of fantasy literature. I want to do physics and further the understanding of how the world works. I want to read books forever; not to worry about classes. Don't know if that'll ever be feasible, but eh, I can hope. |
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Stories I'm currently working on. | |
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***Tbook1 (Time and Chaos, needs a new name, needs to be edited) ***Book of Sun (Just needs to be edited. Tis a Nano novel) ***Book of Whispers part 1 (Does not jive at all with part 2; needs to be rewritten to fit and to have less suckage) ***Book of Whispers part 2 (Needs some rehaul editing, needs some loose ends tied up, needs to fit) ***Book of Whispers part 3 (Needs to be finished... then needs to die o.o Not sure if I need a third part in the series) ***Dium's Story (Needs a point, progress, anything... needs to be integrated into Tbook1, since that is what it is a part of, mainly) ***Trio Story with Jackie and Louise (Maybe we should get together and work on this, guys) ***Demon Story (This is working out pretty good so far. I like the plot, it's a bit convoluted, and the characters are interesting) ***New Witch Story (It's only 30 pages long, dang) ***Dragon's Voices (This has SO much potential! wee!) | |
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1 Comments:
Hang in there. I know that things suck. Trust me. I know. Esp. right now. But I love you. And you are the freaking smartest person I know.
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