The Topic of the Day is: Saturday, December 08, 2007
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Today:

Hung out with Roommates and Friends, v. good
Purchased awesome books (darnit, I tried not to)
Saw the Golden Compass (many parts very good, some parts pretty bad. I'd see it if I were you)
Did not go xmas shopping as planned (darnnation!)
Watched Battle Royale (pretty disturbing)
Managed to piss off my family and feel very lonely at SciFi Club

I don't know what it is.... I'm just feeling down of late. I am also not getting anything done, nor scarcely trying. It's ridiculous and sad. So much potential for catching up, for finishing great.... *sigh* Maybe I'm sick of it all, again. Maybe I'm sick of my own need for success.

Sometimes I am in SciFi Club and I sit on the outside of things and watch everyone turn in their circles around me. It's the loneliest feeling in the world.

Sometimes my circle turns with and part of them. But that's happening less and less now. Maybe I've matured; maybe others have immatured; maybe I've made choices as to what I value. I hate the desperate feeling I get, the need to be important, the burning drive to matter to someone, to all of them.

Why isn't mattering to myself enough?

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